Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Only God knows

While I may have had the grumpiest day of my life yesterday, there is AT LEAST one thing I really love about being THIS pregnant.

I absolutely love that in spite of all sonograms, doctor examinations, wives tales, and tips and tricks, that NOBODY really knows when this baby is coming....only God knows.

I JUST love that. The thought runs through my head every time someone comments or speculates on when he's coming. I get a little smile and a tee hee inside. You are so in charge, Lord. And thank you for being in charge. You've already done a miracle, and I am grateful and still patient to wait on this one.

Yesterday, I had a scowl on my face for about 90% of the day. It wasn't some place I left myself in or really allowed myself to be, I was just in it somehow. The lack of sleep, the overextending myself days prior, and the discomfort I guess just took its toll.

I'm not saying that I won't be feeling that way again today, but so far I've started with the best night's sleep I've had in a while. I've been translating pain and discomfort with progress, but I'll just be grateful this morning that the scowl has dissipated for a while.

And besides, it could be today, 2 more days, or another week. All I'm sayin' is that only God knows, and I'm great with that.

Thank you, Lord, for another day.

1 comment:

Angela said...

I am with you girl! Only God knows. If we remembered that more often we would find more peace. Waiting patiently.