something has changed

Yesterday was Reece's first swimming lesson with Ms. Angie. He is and was sooo afraid of putting his face in the water, I knew it would be a challenge and slow progression...but it's time. I was so proud of him fighting through his fears and continuing to do as she asked even when he was afraid.

We sat in the shade outside watching the boys and then took a short dip in the pool when they were done. I did sport my itsy bitsy teeny weeny black polka dot bikini. It's not really THAT small, although it does get smaller every time I put it on. ; )
Hey, it was a safe crowd. Plus, I figure anyone is only looking at my belly anyway...I actually feel more comfortable in it now that otherwise.

After nap, I hit a wall. Tired, achy, groaning, and just lethargic. I couldn't put my finger on how I was feeling and what was dragging me down so hard. I was pretty much worthless though. I managed to put a frozen meal in the oven, but that was pretty much it.

I thought maybe the heat and the sun did me in, but I'm not so sure. Today, I'm starting to feel that same tiredness again. We stayed inside during the swim lesson today, and so I can't blame it on the sun (had to stay in as the boys struggled more at the beginning, knowing what fears they had to face).

Anyway, I have a feeling that Rusty's major brain development and all that's going on inside, plus a little of the summer heat is kicking in. The last trimester has officially hit. I will be even more diligent about taking my iron, drinking even more water, and grabbing healthy snacks regularly. Off to take my iron right now.
Also, I am vowing to set my daily expectation even lower.

Washing our sheets and making dinner were my two goals today. Sheets are clean. Dinner is planned. I need to put the sheets on, and then prep dinner.

Hmmm, should I rest for a while now, or push through and accomplish my goals? If I push through, I'll likely be absolutely wiped when Reece awakes. Not sure.

I'll start with the Journey and see where I end up.

What is clear is that something has changed.
Thank you, Lord, for 7 months, 3rd trimester, and another day. <3