Beating heart

Today, today was the first sonogram. I've been soooo excited to see that little sprout and hear the little bitty heartbeat.

Darren and I were there together with Tootie and Reece in the waiting area. We had planned to bring Reece in, once we got the confirmation that all was ok.

Well, Dr. H didn't give us just an okay, but in fact a 'perfect'. He said, 'everything just looks perfect'. He also said what a testament and great reminder that God is in control. 'Awesome' and 'crazy great' were other terms we used today.Although we didn't try to record or listen to the heartbeat today, my favorite part was seeing it. The little bean sprout may look like a blob right now, but there was no mistaking the little bitty beating heart we saw. As it beat fast and fluttery, my beating heart paused with delight. Darren squeezed my hand. Just one more confirmation of what God can do.Dr. H reminded me what I could and couldn't eat and drink and do. And then he said with confidence that he thinks this baby is staying in there. He just has a good really feeling. Me too, Dr. H.

I totally forgot to ask about the due date (crazy, I know), but later saw that 8/14/09 is on the sono. It's really close to Truett's birthday, and brings back memories about a very special day and another miracle.

I think it was a blessing we were in there when we were today. Another patient had some kind of 'anomaly', of which I don't know the details, but know it was heartbreaking news. Dr. H and the staff weren't quite their normal selves, Dr. H especially. Plus, he was running 45 minutes behind from some late comers.

I think that little bean sprout brought a little joy back into the day, and encouraged their hearts once again. Although, Dr. H didn't have time to show Reece the baby, Darren and I both understood that's how it was supposed to be today.

Lord, my heart does break for that family today, as my tears turn from joy to sadness. Please be strength where they cannot be. I pray that they draw closer to you through this, Lord. Thank you for allowing this little bean sprout to be a source of encouragement today. And, thank you, thank you, Lord, for another day.